Solitude

"I really wanna go to the airport and buy a random flight ticket".




I just need solitude. I need to stop listening to others opinion.
I need my own deep thoughts, to think what's best for myself.
I need an extra time for myself to really hear what my brain and heart say.
I need people stop saying what's good and what's not for my future.

Have you ever feel it?

When everybody keeps telling things what you should think, choose, and decide...

and finally you live the way they want it, not yours.

And you feel like,

"Dammit, I should stop doing it. I should let myself decide for everything I want in this life".

I have no regrets for what I've done, it makes me who I am now.I will decide things on my own from now on and let the Almighty God do the rest.  Well that's life, you keep learning...and that's what makes it beautiful and worth it.....Good day everyone :)

Rintikan Rindu

Rintik by Annisa Utami Seminar

Diantara ribuan rintik hujan yang turun ke bumi
Ada sebuah rasa rindu yang terselip....

Rasa rindu akan keluhan tentang hujan yang tak kunjung berhenti membasahi bumi
Rasa rindu akan betapa cintanya kamu pada sinar matahari...
Rasa rindu akan betapa lamanya kita terjebak berdua di bawah teduhan
Rasa rindu atas waktu yang pernah kita lalui dalam alunan suara hujan...

Diantara ribuan rintik hujan yang turun ke bumi
Ada sebuah rasa rindu yang terselip....

Semoga satu rintik hujan berisikan rasa rindu, menyentuh kulitmu....
Dan mampu memelukmu dalam dinginnya hujan....