"I really wanna go to the airport and buy a random flight ticket".
I just need solitude. I need to stop listening to others opinion.
I need my own deep thoughts, to think what's best for myself.
I need an extra time for myself to really hear what my brain and heart say.
I need people stop saying what's good and what's not for my future.
Have you ever feel it?
When everybody keeps telling things what you should think, choose, and decide...
and finally you live the way they want it, not yours.
And you feel like,
"Dammit, I should stop doing it. I should let myself decide for everything I want in this life".